This Trip Is Divine Intervention

Many of you know that I am walking through the valley right now as Tom and I end our 19-year marriage.  This has been the hardest thing to do because I believe in the sanctity of marriage and prayed for so many agonizing years' that God would restore our relationship into all that He intends Godly marriages to represent.  

Our family is leaning on God for healing and hope for the future.  For me, the hardest part of the divorce is the pain and long term effect this can have on our children.  I read that one effect of children in Mackenzie’s age range is that they can easily turn away from God because they are confused and angry about the divorce.

So, I know it is God’s will for us to take this trip to Belize.  The timing and opportunity was perfect.  It’s the first time our church has organized a family mission trip for children so young.  It was offered the same month we told our children about the divorce. And, the mission trip’s timing so perfectly fits into my crazy career schedule.  Coincidence?  I don’t think so!

I’m so excited to see God work in our lives as we prepare our hearts and minds for this service project.  I have always had the gift of strong faith - a faith that all things work together for good...in the future.  Yet, my weakness comes in trusting God in the "here and now"; especially with financial matters.  I know I will be challenged and will grow even closer to God on this journey. 

I’m even more excited to watch Mackenzie grow in spiritual maturity. She’s already touched my heart.  I told her that God’s going to really teach us how to trust Him as we prepare for this trip.  Her immediate response was, “But I already trust Him, that’s why I’m going on this trip!”  I love her faith and conviction and pray that part of her innocence isn’t taken away by our family tribulation. I pray that God will use this trip to make an lasting imprint in her life that He is amazing and worthy of living a life that is dedicated to serving Him and others!

-- Mommy