Wow! It's 6-days from when I have to pay the final $1,200 for our mission trip. I was with my small bible study group tonight and Cindy asked if we had all of our funds raised. For the first time with complete confidence I said, "I'm not sure, but I know God will provide!" God's been good in giving me some unexpected finanical gifts; like an actual income tax return. Yet, I've also had some unexpected expenses; like transmission issues on the car. And, I've been so busy I haven't been able to balance my check book; so, I don't know where I am financially. It's really hard to be a single mom in a demanding career that requires me to travel more than I'd like. So, unfortunately, many administrative tasks of my personal life don't get enough attention (My free time is prioritized on relationships and trying to keep myself somewhat fit and healthy so I can manage all the responsibilty to I have personally and professionally.)
Despite my fear of raising funds of this trip, I've continue to give to others; both in service and time. When I have a moment of "selfishness" and think that I need to hold on to my resources for me, I take a deep breath and look up. I give because I love God and love others. In return, I try to "walk by faith" and believe that God will give me exactly what I need, when I need it..to live my life according to His purposes!
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